Not Good Enough"Will I ever be good enough for his family?"Not Good Enough by ~SpiderSong
Story of my life.
I'm never good enough.
Papa wanted me to be a boy...... I'm not.
Hooo boy, did he ever go out of his way to let me know time and time again that I wasn't good enough - that I wasn't the seventh son he had been anticipating - that I wasn't worth Mother's death.
It was something I accepted at a young age -- I'd never be good enough for Papa to love - never even be good enough to not anger him whenever he saw me.
Helfarch wanted much the same that my Father did.... and like my father, he ended up with me instead.
I was never good enough.
Never obedient enough, never had enough fight in me, never feral enough, never tight enough.....never Gangrel enough.
It was something his blood wouldn't let me accept though. I had no choice but to try to do everything in my power to please him - to win his approval.
Never did work.
Delyth wanted an artist or a fortune teller. I am, however, neither.